Dreams

So we all have dreams,wishes,ambitions. WE hope that our life plans out the way we want, but it never does we stumble and fall, we make mistakes and change our plans. But in the end we end up with exactly what we needed. our dreams may not always come true but we will be happy, and realise that our lives may not be what we had hopped for but it was exactly what we wanted.
I have dreams,goals and I really hope i fulfill my dreams but if I dont im sure my life will be just as amzing and fulfilling as hope it to be.
You see when im older i want to go in to journalism, but not for the publicity and all those things but to be the voice for all the people around the world who suffer in silence. I want the world to know what reality is and stop trying to pretend that everything is perfect and okay just because that's how their life turned out. Just because "ignorance is bliss" does not make it right.
i want to help people around the world not by raising money but by going out their and helping them have a better life and I hope one day other people will join me and try to do the same.
Everyone has a dream, but some dreams are more important than others,some times you have to compromise your dreams in order to let others come true.:)

Quick Message

Hi guys sorry i haven't posted in a while its just, I have been really busy with school and life but im back and i will be posting again.

Music Is My Life.

I know saying music is my life is a bit strange but it really is. Without music I think I would have driven myself crazy, as music can explain how i'm feeling and what i'm going through, with such ease.It can bring me hope in the darkness that I will see the light.Everyone needs that hope at least once in their lives and personally I feel music can give me that hope.
Music is so amazing because the lyrics can be interpreted into  different things for different people thats why I think its so special.

The song below is important to me because a few month before my sister left home to go to university everytime heard this song I thought of her and I would have flashbacks of us playing in our room pretending to have tea parties,to be princesses,to be pirates and it made me sad that we can no longer do that because we have grown up. she has more than I but because we have grown up we can no longer play childish games and mess about like we use to. it made me realise it will never be the same. it made me realize that after university she will go on and live her life without me and it made me scared that I was going to lose her.

I love music. It is my life.
which is why i have a challenge for you, I want you to choose a song that means the most to you and i want you to share it with the person that means the most you. It will be like a gift as you are sharing a part of yourself that you might keep hidden or part of yourself that you don't show that often.But either way just pick your most meaningful song and just play it easy as that.

Butterfly Project

Hi guys, today as you can tell is about the butterfly project. Some of you may of heard about the butterfly project as its well known.The butterfly project is for those who self harm in any form.
The rules are:
1.Whenever you're about to self harm, take a pen and draw a butterfly either where you self harm or just anywhere on your body.
2.Name the butterfly after a loved one that wishes for you to get better.
3.Do not remove the butterflies.
4.Other people can draw them on for you, infact those butterflies are even more special.
5. If you self harm the butterflies dies, but if you don't self harm it lives.
6. Even if you don't self harm you can still show your support by drawing butterflies on yourself or friends.

I love the butterfly project. I personally find it amazing, unfortunately for me I would always end up killing my butterflies. But I want you guys to try as hard as you can to keep your butterflies alive and if you have friends that self harm try get them to take part in the butterfly project hopefully it will help them.

Self Image

When children especially girls hit teenage years, we all start worrying about our self image more than we use to. We begin to worry about our weight, our hair, our face. We try to change our self, we cover our self in makeup, we spend hours on our hair and worst of all we starve ourselves. Why do we do this? We are asked this question by our parents/younger siblings, teachers and our friends. None of them understand that we as teenagers become obsessed with our self image because the media’s standards of pretty are getting higher and the higher they get the further we are from those standards. But we can't give all the blame to the media because we need to realise that no one is as pretty as they look on TV or magazines. Everyone is always air brushed. I'm not saying we can't improve our image but we are going about it the wrong way here are a few simple tips that will help improve our image.
Firstly, you could try go jogging or take part in physical activity this will help you lose weight. Secondly, you could try eating more healthily by creating a food plan that makes sure you stay on a healthy diet. This way you don't need to starve yourself also by eating less chocolate, sweets and crisp you will get less spots and therefore you won't need to wear things like concealer or other types of makeup to cover them up. Thirdly, once you stop comparing yourself to celebrities, to your sibling and your friends the happier you will be with the way you look. Also ignore anyone that tells you you’re fat, ugly or anorexic. Next those of you that smoke and take drugs and things like that and worry about yourself image, it would help if you stopped smoking as that affects your skin, your weight and your health.
I hope those of you that are trying to improve yourself image find these tips useful as I, myself and people I know have tried some of these things and have seen a difference over time. Just remember it does take time, as nothing happens overnight.

we are judged, and we judge.

we are judged, and we judge. we are worried about being judged for appearance, for who we are but we judge people on their appearance and who we think they are.  no one is what they seem, even our parents don't know the real us we just make them think that they do. we put on masks and make-up a story for ourselves but non of its true. we hide behind our stories to hide our pain. no one but ourselves knows our true story. we all have something to hide, somethings are darker then others but we all have something to hide. so we cant judge people on who we think they are because even the happiest,weirdest,funniest, craziest and most popular person is wearing a mask we see what they want us to see not who they truly are.
so next time you judge someone, remember that everyone around you is wearing a mask and you only see what that person lets you see. everyone has a story that they choose to hide.

live life as if there is no tomorrow

WALTER WHITE "To hell with your cancer. I've been living with cancer for the better part of a year. Right from the start, it's a death sentence. That's what they keep telling me. Well, guess what? Every life comes with a death sentence, so every few months I come in here for my regular scan, knowing full well that one of these times – hell, maybe even today – I'm gonna hear some bad news. But until then, who's in charge? Me. That's how I live my life."

hi guys i heard this being said in a program that i watch, and i completely agree with what is being said, i don't mean the cancer part, but that we are in charge of our own life. and if we want something we can't just wait for it to come to us we have to go and get also that we should live life to the fullest as today will be your last.

Sisters by chance, friends by choice!

hi guys,as you can tell by the title this post is about sister relationship.
the thing is I have a sister she 5 years older than me, but I never saw her as a sister a have always seen her as a best friend. I mean I dont tell her everything because she is my sister, but I guess you don't always tell your best friend everything anyway. because after all you have to have some secrets.
anyway our relationship is good i guess, I mean I love her an all,but I'm kind of jealous of her at the same time. for as long as i can remember I have always been beneath her not in the way that she treats me like im inferior to her. but because im always compared to her and the thing is im never as good as her, in anything I do. which gets on my nerves which is why I sometimes get annoyed with her so easily.
what doesn't help is that when I was in year too she started secondary school and ever since we have never been in the same school at the same time. which made me feel distant from her at first because ever since then I have always felt like I was going to lose her. Especially when she started college i was POSITIVE that i had lost her. that she had grown up and that she was going to leave  me. I kind of sometimes feel that way which can get me down sometimes but I guess that just proves that we are more then sisters because we have always been there for each other no matter what. And we have fights A LOT. but we always make up and thats what best friends do, they fight and make up because they know they cant live without each other. and I can't live without her.

my point with all of this is that at some point in your life you will hate your sister so much but if you think about everything you have been through together since the day you were born. That hate you feel for her will just disappear because you too, will soon realise you cant live without her because she is more then a sister she is your best friend too and without her you wouldn't be able to survive.
 because after all without her you wouldn't be the magnificent person you are today.

Remember' Sisters by chance, Friends by choice.