live life as if there is no tomorrow

WALTER WHITE "To hell with your cancer. I've been living with cancer for the better part of a year. Right from the start, it's a death sentence. That's what they keep telling me. Well, guess what? Every life comes with a death sentence, so every few months I come in here for my regular scan, knowing full well that one of these times – hell, maybe even today – I'm gonna hear some bad news. But until then, who's in charge? Me. That's how I live my life."

hi guys i heard this being said in a program that i watch, and i completely agree with what is being said, i don't mean the cancer part, but that we are in charge of our own life. and if we want something we can't just wait for it to come to us we have to go and get also that we should live life to the fullest as today will be your last.

Sisters by chance, friends by choice!

hi guys,as you can tell by the title this post is about sister relationship.
the thing is I have a sister she 5 years older than me, but I never saw her as a sister a have always seen her as a best friend. I mean I dont tell her everything because she is my sister, but I guess you don't always tell your best friend everything anyway. because after all you have to have some secrets.
anyway our relationship is good i guess, I mean I love her an all,but I'm kind of jealous of her at the same time. for as long as i can remember I have always been beneath her not in the way that she treats me like im inferior to her. but because im always compared to her and the thing is im never as good as her, in anything I do. which gets on my nerves which is why I sometimes get annoyed with her so easily.
what doesn't help is that when I was in year too she started secondary school and ever since we have never been in the same school at the same time. which made me feel distant from her at first because ever since then I have always felt like I was going to lose her. Especially when she started college i was POSITIVE that i had lost her. that she had grown up and that she was going to leave  me. I kind of sometimes feel that way which can get me down sometimes but I guess that just proves that we are more then sisters because we have always been there for each other no matter what. And we have fights A LOT. but we always make up and thats what best friends do, they fight and make up because they know they cant live without each other. and I can't live without her.

my point with all of this is that at some point in your life you will hate your sister so much but if you think about everything you have been through together since the day you were born. That hate you feel for her will just disappear because you too, will soon realise you cant live without her because she is more then a sister she is your best friend too and without her you wouldn't be able to survive.
 because after all without her you wouldn't be the magnificent person you are today.

Remember' Sisters by chance, Friends by choice.

New years resolution!

hey guys this week i would like you to do something for me I'm sure you guys are all looking forward to new years eve and I hope some of you have started thinking about their new years resolution and if not you need to start thinking of one because any time on new years day i would like you to add a comment to this post that will tell us what your resolution is.

I hope you can keep your resolution as I know it can be hard but hopefully it will be achievable.

Remember you have 5 days till new years eve i hope you have you resolution ready by then!!!! : p

I'm Back!!! For Christmas!

hi guys I'm back after 2 very stressful weeks and i would just like to say...
MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!
Today's post is going to be short and sweet.
As I would just like to say i hope you happy holiday's and make sure you have written Santa letter before its too late! ;p. But i hope you have a great Christmas whether you celebrate it or not. 
As you can always find away to enjoy Christmas.

school

hi guys, this post as you can see by the title is about school.You see im in year 9 and now school has started getting harder as we are getting double all most triple of the amount of homework that we got last year. it is hard to balance and prioritise when half our home work that we get is for the next day.on top of that next week is exam week for me and on Thursday i have 4 exams how is that fare! anyway my point is school sucks. no im just kidding, yeah its hard and can be unfair but thats life, i guess. ok but my point is school may get hard but as long as you try your best you'll be fine. just promise me you wont give up.

anyway thats it for the next 2 weeks sorry guys but like i said i have a lot on my plate but i promise i will be posting ASAP after exams.

Freindship Problems

hi guys i know school can be tough and the best people to help you get through are your friends. however i know we can have fights or arguments with our friends which can make your life very difficult.
but if you are true friends then you will resolve your problems in no time, but those of  you that see you friends true colours, may realise that they aren't your true friends. if this has or happens to you im really sorry and i know how you feel.
you see i am in year 9 and i had this group of friends, we were best friends we had been for a year and a half, but last month we had a big argument and now we are no longer best friends, we some times talk to each other but it is very rare. you see we were all the best of friends but now that we have had that argument, its made me realise we weren't true friends.
 I'm not saying this happens to everyone, some people are lucky enough to have true friends that stick by them through thick and thin. but those of you who don't, don't worry one day you will a true friend. i mean after i had this fight, i found who my true friends are because they stuck by me no matter what. and to be honest thats how it should be.
so for those of you that are having friendship problems, dont worry about, because one day i promise you will have true friends and when you do. you will forget about all those other broken friendships.

Depression

hey guys, this post was originally be about depression but the thing is 2 of my best friends are clincly depressed and i just physically cant bring myself to write about it, because its just heartbreaking what people with depression go through.so i'm sorry but every time i think about depression it just reminds me how cruel the world truly is.
but if you think you have depression please contact you local GP, also if you are suffering from depression i really and truly am sorry.